Aku baru vakum blog aku nih. Banyak sangat habuk. Sampah sorok bawah karpet pun dah buang  jugak. Pastu ubah susun atur skit-skit kasi kemas. Mana tak perlu aku kasi garage sale.

Khidmat amal aku untuk company yang aku keje sebelum nie dah abis. Aku dah tak terikat dengan mana-mana pihak dah kecuali MARA dan PTPTN. Status makan gaji telah bertukar ke fulltime freelancer. Dulu keje kat office, sekarang keje dari rumah. Atas katil pun boleh keje.  Dengan time sendiri, jadual sendiri, disiplin sendiri. Aku f*ck up, aku mati.

So kalau la post-post lepas nie banyak iklan-iklan murahan dari aku paham-paham la ek. Aku kira cam multimedia freelancer la. Web bleh, design bleh, photography bleh. Kira cam tagline aku ” Lu hulur gua sambar saja la. Output gerenti tip-top wa cakap lu. Gerenti “.

Kalau nak ukur nisbah pembolehubah kadar penolakan dinamik algoritm waktu kerja aku dulu, takde la lama mana aku keje. Tapi pengalaman tu memang banyak. Korang bayangkan je la client company aku dulu (aku tak nak cakap sapa, tapi aku boleh cakap, korang orang Tasaday kalau korang tak pernah guna barang dorang) ada 4 advertising agencies untuk handle account dorang. 3 super-mega-bombastic multinational advertising agencies dan kitorang. Dan company kitorang yang kecik comel nie perlu compete kasi sama standard dengan multinational advertising agencies tersebut. Dan account client tersebut telah kitorang pegang dah lama sangat dah dan masih berpegang teguh lagi. Amacam terer tak? *hidung mengembang gaya bebas*

So apasal aku menarik diri dari company super-kebabom tersebut? Sebab

” Hidup ini adalah keputusan diri sendiri. “

itu je aku bleh cakap :)

Jack Johnson – Hope

Your shadow walks faster than you
You don’t really know what to do
Do you think that you’re not alone?
You really think that you are immune to
Its gonna get that the best of you
Its gonna lift you up and let you down

It will defeat you
Then teach you to get back up
After it takes away
All that you learn to love

Your reflection is a blur
Out of focus
But in confusion
The frames the sun did burn
At the end of a roll of dellusions
A ghost waiting its turn
Now I see can right through it
It’s a warning that nobody heard

It will teach you
To love what you’re afraid of
After it takes away
All that you learn to love

But you don’t
Always
Have to hold to your head
Higher than your heart

You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better be hoping you’re not so…
Du du rut
Hope you’re not alone
Hmm hmm humm

Your echo comes back out of tune
Now you can’t quite get used to it
Reverb is just the room
The problem is that there’s no truth to it
It fading way too soon
Your shadow is on the move
And maybe you should be moving too

Before it takes away
All that you learned to love
It will defeat you
Then teach you to get back up

Because you don’t
Always
Have to hold your head
Higher than your heart

You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better be hoping you’re alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not alone
You better hope you’re not so…
Du ru ru ru ru
Hope you’re not alone
Hmm hmmm hmmmm
Better hooope
Huuu huuu hmmm
Better hope you’re not alone
Huuu huuu hmmm
hooope

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